One nite, I sat on my bed just crying, sighing .. I was in a moment where I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO: I didn't know whether having faith for the healing or surrender my dad's life to God. So I just cried.

Since the diagnose, dad only survived 3months but it was a 3months filled with an encounter with God: he received Jesus Christ, he got baptized, we read the bible together everyday .. Until his last breath exactly in front of my face.

Its true, BAD things happen to a good people. Sometimes for no reason, Like Job had; God even allows the devil to TEST on Job and to destroy everything; including his animals, his houses, and also his childrens. What kind of BAD things more BAD than what Job had?

Psalm said: From birth to death, He is God our rock.

Sometimes YES, God allows the 'failure' to PURIFY our heart so that we can say "its not me, but GOD"

But For every season, and in every season, Our God He deserved the HIGHEST praise and the HIGHEST expression that He is the GREAT God.

A true worship come when there's actually a hard times and you have a reason not to lift up your hand, but YET you still lift up your hand and praising HIM with the heart that SOLD OUT for Him.

My deep deep deep deep deep condolense for Tyson's family. The strength, The peace may rule over the family.