You feel God has said, “Shut your pig face. You’re stupid. Go away!” You envision snobby God who is untouchable. This is a terrible misconception that prevents you from truly relating with Him. And because of it, you are fundamentally insecure and alone.
Some people will make you feel like God is an unpleasing perfectionist. They act like super Christians and they look down on others. They read the bible and pray more than anyone in the church, but they are witch hunters.
God, your Savior is not like those people. He is merciful and forgiving. He is a friend who sticks closer than a brother. He is exalted higher than anything and He is awesome times a billion, but you are not nobody to Him.
Even before you are educated or successful. When you still have poor character and an obnoxious personality. When you are at the lowest rock bottom and you are so ugly that nobody else will look on you. He loves you.
Right now, God says, “You are my daughter! You are my son!” He says, “You are special and interesting and lovely to Me!” He says, “You are not rejected. You are not alone. You are never nobody to Me.”
Rest in this today.